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& "You can't fight against who you are" - Chase Crawford
Fuck yaaaaaaa.
& "You can't fight against who you are" - Chase Crawford
Fuck yaaaaaaa.
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#23
August 26, 2009 @ 8:02 PM
Dear Rhiana, my baby girl,
You dont need him. You're too good for him, his not work your time and you know its true, dont hold on, though i know its hard but we're here to support you the whole way.
It's hard to let go but you're better than that. You deserve so much more.
I love you, babes xo.
Fucking hell you boys are so confusing!
You're always on and off with your emotions and only when you're cut, do you really understand what us girls go through every single day. We try to help but you just push us further away and when you're in a good mood, you come crawling back. Dear, that's not how it works. Have you ever even considered thinking about us and our feelings before your put your own before ours?
Maybe one day you'll understand but from what i've seen, you dont even have the tiniest fraction of an idea of what you put us through.
Fucked up day, plus can't seem to get anything right lately.
Everything seems to be going wrong. Family, school, friends. I know I might not have shown it recently, i've been in a really bad mood but i love yous so fucken much. I have no idea how i would survive without you guys. You guys hold me together when everything falls apart and when im at my lowest point or my highest peak you guys are always there to help and support me. If only some of you guys felt the same way... You have to understand I do everything and anything I can to help yous but sometimes theres nothing more i can do. You expect so much from me, but sometimes i cant live up to your expectations, I have to live up to my own.
Don't take this the wrong way, I love yous to bits even though I might not show it.
And you have no idea how much you hurt me, of how much pain you caused me. Maybe it was a mistake, you don't understand. Take a chance, think about it.
I love you.
Not much else to say, but I am slowly starting to lose hope.
I can't hold onto you forever, it hurts.
xo
(8) Cause without you boy, my heart is so cold.