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& "You can't fight against who you are" - Chase Crawford
Fuck yaaaaaaa.
& "You can't fight against who you are" - Chase Crawford
Fuck yaaaaaaa.
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#25
August 28, 2009 @ 4:00 PM
I've had enough.
My dearest friends,
I know I always say to believe in yourself and you can put your mind to anything you do, you can achieve so much with the potential you have. You guys are all beautiful and i could never live without yous. Yous have always been there, and i know you always say his not worth it, but to me, maybe he is. Maybe I'm not good enough for him, maybe I'm not worth it. I can see so much in you guys, but why can't i see it in myself?
I seriously cannot be bothered for anything anymore, when you need me I'm always there, but what for? You just turn around and stab me in the back. You make me feel lower than anyone ever could and before I met you, i at least felt the tiniest bit good about my self, but you went and turned that all around as well. It isnt your job to go making people feel so little of themself but yet you still go around doing it. You don't know everything and yeah you're smart, but you're not real, look at yourself. You're 100% fake. Why do you live up to everyone's needs and not your own? be true to yourself. I dont care what happens anymore, I'm over you, I'm over it, I'm over life. I can't take it anymore. Get fucked.
Most depressing day ever. Don't know who to trust anymore. And when you guys say you're always going to be there, honey, you proved yourselves wrong, completely wrong, because you aren't.
If you seriously have a problem with me, or something I do, then just say it. Don't ignore me, or avoid me. Just say it. Straight up, what're you going to lose? nothing. Don't hold back. JUST FUCKING SAY IT. I thought you were different from the other guys, obviously not. You proved yourself wrong, you lied. I can't trust you. I just can't.
Waiting on the world to change,